They say, “If you keep delaying a decision, it could be made for you.” 

Should I choose now? Or if I don’t…. would I get stuck with an outcome I wouldn’t want? 

Im scared :(

That feeling when all you want is to be alone. To cry. And cry. Then cry a little more. When you just want to leave it all behind and live life with no worries even for just five minutes… When you just want to break down or maybe just eat a whole gallon of ice cream all by yourself because that’s what will make you feel better… When you just want to watch movies all night so your life will seem like one… When all you need is someone to talk to.. someone to cuddle with.. someone to keep you company and listen to all your crazy shits. 

My life is so messed up.

It’s like colliding worlds-when planets align for a time and they have to go on their different ways…

Truly great romances are like earthquakes of great magnitude- they shave off time, change the course of your path, and for a moment, shift your world off its axis.

The aftermath is equally terrifying: Everything else crumbles and you are forever changed.

(from Cosmopolitan Magazine)

Life is so fragile but there are days when you discover you’ve climbed into your own heart and the narrow course of your veins becomes a water park joyride, flooded with a steady chemical drip from some gland in the brain, the trickle adding up to a waterfall of joy and you just fly down that intense slide even in the presence of death and all the other drab prospects.